Private Journal Entry

[palace-orlando.livejournal.com]

Right, so I've admitted it to myself at least.

Even if I can't fucking remember most of it.

But how the hell am I gonna explain that to Harry? Hey, I slept with my best friend on that holiday, and now I think I'm in

No, no. Not going there.

But how am I...how will he...and what about...

Maybe I should just tell him. But I just covered the fact that I can't! Fucking hell...I have to tell him.

I'm gonna tell him.

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[darknightjess.livejournal.com]

*shakes head vehemently*

*backs away from monitor*

No... just...no.

[palaceangelina.livejournal.com]

Angel: *yells* Hey, is there a florist near here?

Jess: *from other room – perplexed voice* What?

Angel: *rolls eyes and yells toward door* Sorry, I forgot I needed to talk slow and use small words. Flowers? Shop that sells them?

Jess: *mumbling from other room* Yeah, there’s one. The number is in the book by the phone. Why?

Angel: Well they aren’t for you, so what do you care?

Jess: *small snarl – gets quiet and decides to start drinking early today*

Angel: *dials phone* Yea, I need to order some flowers. Send em to Harry Fu – uh Harry Sinclair, Palace, Balize. Yeah, I want daffodils, bilberry, anemone and adder’s tongue and apocynum. *pauses* I don’t give a shit how it looks – those are the ones I want. They have such special meanings. *laughter peals out*

Jess: *hears laughter - cringes and hides*


Meanings. (http://www.usabride.com/wedplan/a_flowers_meaning.html)

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[angie-palace.livejournal.com]

Aww, jeez.... [headdesk]

OK, look, this is not the end, all right? OK, so you fucked someone else. Harry's not the sort of person to who into flailing hysterics over it. Yeah, you agreed to be exclusive and you'll have to talk about that, but he's not going to break up with you over it, right?

So you're feeling like you're in love with what's-his-name? That's OK too, 'cause it's kind of obvious you're not out of love with Harry, unless you've been doing a really stellar job of acting since you came back, and I don't think you're that good an actor. (In this universe, anyway. ;) ) You can love more than one person at a time, so that can be OK too. Just don't panic and do something stupid, all right? Promise? Please...?

Angie