Voicemail Left For Harry

[palace-johnny.livejournal.com]

Harry, are you there?

[pause]

I guess you're busy. This is Johnny. I don't want to bother you, I just thought maybe we could talk, or... maybe go get that drink you mentioned? But you're doing something and that's okay, I'll talk to you later.

[pause]

It's just that I really screwed up and I don't know what to do. I called Christian but he wasn't there either. I left a message but I don't even know if he can help or if he wants to any more or if he wishes he'd just left me in the warehouse or....

[sound of sobs, quickly cut off]

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I shouldn't be bothering you either I just don't know what to do. I just need to talk to someone, Cillian offered to stay but I don't really know him and he's so nice, such a good kid, you know? Shit like this shouldn't ever touch him and he got enough from me today already there's no way I'm going to hurt him again if I can help it. I never mean to and it's never my fault but it always happens anyway and I just want it all to stop. I'm sorry, I'll just--

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