rpg_palace | [Voicenotes] - 9 August (Reply)

[follows this. Voicenotes are made into a private recording device, no one can eavesdrop. Note: the Ioan/Jonny referenced is this hall meeting.]

Right. First order on agenda, never ever let mouth get ahead of brain. Think before you speak. Miller, you're an idiot.

Next item of business, possible music group. Cillian - violin and guitar, but possibly too shy to play in public. Check, for public or just in public? Ioan - also known as sexy man you hypnotized in the hall - plays something else. Oboe? Check with C. or poke when do all-points bulletin. Note: recital or recording, one does not preclude the other, but remember not to repeat self.

Welcome Book. On hold. Must brainstorm. Would it become repetitive? Do prelim interviews, discover overlaps. Maybe short reflections piece be better: how came to Palace, did they want to, if they knew they had aptitude first. Check overlap on that. Maybe tell-all? Authorized, of course, but maybe ghostwritten. Must remember that target not just Palace-philes, but everybody else as well. Philes are philes, and should not be target audience.

Run both ideas past authority (Sean?? meep), get ok. Check resources. Check past, who worked with in past, and what worked, period. Is there a history of a certain distributor working better than another? Note: Liv might know about this.

Be bastard and discover how much can poke people before they bite off fingers.

Other ideas. No new calendar, so should get thoughts together on how to tell people to fuck off and just buy copies of old one. Possibly too busy excuse, or want to devote energies elsewhere. Hunt up old press releases, study language. Copy as necessary.

Get laid. Fuck. Should have thought before making contact. Should have realized would be around shirtless sexy men all day and nothing to do but play with my hand. Wonder if mum would let me come home just long enough to shag someone. Probably not.

Personal Note. Call Josie.

Personal Note. Outdoor track. Is there one? If so, do I have clearance enough to use it?

Personal Note: Stop eating paper.

Wonder why C. rips up napkins. Nervous habit?

No, Miller, will not let self do anything with that. You have integrity, you fucker. Delete delete delete above line.

But maybe ask him about it. Might be one of those people who likes to have things to do with his hands. Fidgeter. Worse things in life, like eating paper. And freaking out when you get too sharing.

Personal Note: Find another hypnotist in Palace. Must be at least one. Ask him to do induction and plant suggestion not to embarrass self. Wonder how long suggestion would last.

Oh, shite. You can't go under. Forgot about that. Quis cusotdiet ipsos custodes.

End voice notes. 9 August.